Lost

I feel lost.
UNable to make up my mind.
I can't seem to find someone who can change my views...
About life, about the world, about myself.
This all seems so complicated.
Why does it have to be this way?
IT's not as if I wanted it this way...
I guess that's the point in living...
Not knowing....
Feeling powerless...
UNable to control anything.

I miss my old life.
I miss my soul mate.
I miss Tom Sullivan.
I miss Tricia Smith.
I miss Thomas Skirae.
I miss TEd Salisbury.

I miss ME.